By Jessica Lee
I feel that I have a strong connection with the cosmic world. Ever since I was a kid I found comfort in thinking that we are all just aliens trying to get through this weird existence. It helped me through some really difficult times, which were very frequent growing up. I tried to deal with things the best I could, but negativity, extremely low self esteem, and a lack of love and nurturing has caused a large amount of pain in my life.
We all have “stuff” we need to process and get rid of, and right now is prime time to do it and let it go, once and for all.
If you are energetically sensitive at all, you are feeling this energy right now. You are feeling the need to dig deep and uncover what it is that is holding you back from experiencing all of the joys life has to offer.
Being an empath, you probably have had a rough life and some traumatic things happen to you, but it doesn’t define who you are AT ALL. It was only meant to make you stronger, so you could be strong for others.
The reason why we are feeling these intense energies is because we are being asked to clear any remaining karma from past lives and our present lives so we can evolve as a species. We accumulate karma from incarnating so many times and it was taking so many lives for us to process it because the powers that be (or used to be) do not want us out of this karmic loop.
We would no longer be slaves to them and therefore useless (and extremely powerful)…something they don’t want. They don’t want peace, love, and happiness. They want war, violence, and fear.
If karma is being cleared at this level, that means we are creating karma at remarkable speeds as well. John Lennon’s song “Instant Karma” is perfect for what we are seeing on this planet right now. If you do something shitty, you are not going to get away with it…remember that! Same goes for you doing something loving and kind, it will come back to you in form or another sooner rather than later.
We all need to forgive – it’s that simple.
Most of us were taught to go to confession and confess our sins and forgive. Jesus’ teachings were so easy to understand, but the church made it difficult. To stop karma from kicking your butt, you NEED to forgive. Forgive anyone who has hurt you, forgive yourself for making choices that weren’t right. We all make tons of mistakes, believe me, I have made millions. But it’s OK, because we are all learning.
A week ago, this fly got into my house through a window and was stuck in the middle of the window sill. I opened the window for him to fly out, but he just couldn’t figure it out no matter how hard I tried to guide him out. So, I finally helped him out and hoped he enjoyed the rest of his one day life. An hour later, another fly was stuck in the same place. I helped him out again and then the same thing happened again. It got me thinking that this fly is not learning his lesson. Whether it was the same fly or a different one doesn’t matter.
The lesson I was reminded of from that is that karma is a circle and if you haven’t learned your lesson the first time, the wheel will turn, and you will come across the same scenario over and over until you figure it out.
I had been living my life in fear for too long. Fear of what other people thought of me, fear of loving and being loved because I never had it in my life. I was at a crossroads in my relationship in that moment, and I realized I had been at that same crossroad many times before, but always picked fear over love. Thank you Mr. Fly for helping me choose LOVE. Because I have so much love to give, just never knew how.
We are transitioning into a world full of love and peace, and the only way to get there is to release whatever it is that is holding you back. If you hold onto anger or hatred, please, please let it go, it is not worth it in the long run!